Finally got the chance to watch My Big Break. It is very difficult to find. If you read about the making of it, it was basically blacklisted by Hollywood. Starting with agents afraid that it will show their clients in the wrong light, but I think in general, it just exposes Hollywood in a movie no other movie has. Anything that Hollywood wants to silence, I'm just automatically interested in.
I eventually found it by an independent seller on Amazon, so it's certainly possible. I had been looking for it for about 7 or 8 years, and just kept checking maybe once every six months or so.
Anyway, I thought it was a really good documentary. It is about five roommates living in Los Angeles, four of whom are trying to become actors (Chad Lindberg, Brad Rowe, Wes Bentley and Greg Fawcett), and one who wants to be a director (Tony Zierra). Zierra covers their lives over the course of ten years, and the work he did is really amazing. He managed to get footage of casting sessions, preproduction meetings, red carpet interviews. It does show Hollywood about as intimately as any movie I've ever seen, both the highs and the lows. You really feel for the actors, and I found myself very much drawn to Greg Fawcett, the least successful of the group, who was nevertheless extremely talented, maybe more than any of the others. Fawcett is also the only Christian of the group, and there are scenes of him in this regard that are very powerful. I do also think Bentley is the son of a preacher, although not entirely sure.
In a nutshell, the movie really is about dreams and goals, and the lengths we will go to in order to keep them alive. I think it's a solid 9.5/10, and for Zierra's sake, I really hope someday this movie gets the release and support it deserves. He put everything into it, and it's just sad to think that so few get to appreciate that.