I spent the last few days thinking about not eating, longing to not eat. Just commitments all through the week which made fasting not worth the effort. Still I have thankfully not regained the weight during the last weeks of fasting. Well, went 5kg down now went 1kg up.
This week is clear though, can feel a long one coming on
So the 4 day one the other week only did me good, no harm. What sort of harm do I fear - that I will have a car accident due to poor concentration while in strong ketosis?
I may avoid driving, will see. What else, that as a pedestrian, I'll fail to look both ways cause I can't think straight due to low blood sugar.. All a bit irrational.
Usually when I end these fasts, the wish to end it usually comes from craving to have my consciousness return to its regular state, my energy levels return to normal - not so much craving a steak or an apple pie in the moment, just craving to feel normal again. No-one competes in sport or some other endeavour, fasted. Yes, it definitely does enable the mind to do some things out of the ordinary, including closeness to God and one's purpose, but it does lower one's energy.
One of the advantages of days of fasting I've noticed recently is extra time that is suddenly available. Over a 4 day period for example, how many times do you
not go to the supermarket,
not go to a restaurant,
not cook and
not do the dishes? Yes I
do clean up my coffee grounds but that is a smaller scale of cleaning. Yes, I lose some time during the 4 days as I have to sometimes nap from the exhaustion caused by not eating. Well, it does not cause any kind of constant state of exhaustion in me, but after several days, there is an exhausted state that can come over me in a wave and last an hour perhaps and I have to lie down.
In a mainstream bookshop (in Europe), you generally don't find books or magazines on fasting, just as you don't find copies of the bible. Not sure if it's okay to have those both in the same sentence, but I do feel that it is an ancient wisdom and truth which is at some level suppressed in the mainstream - they talk about
dieting maybe about
intermittent fasting but somehow without the qualifier of
intermittent it becomes a fringe interest, away from the mainstream.
When fasting, craving to eat and feel normal again, or craving the food itself.
Towards the end of the week I just finished with a lot of social occasions, craving to
not eat. In the absence of social influences and distractions it is not that hard for me to not eat. So I am much looking forward to my own space and
not eating. Well, if some very stressful meeting or a date with some girl suddenly happens during the week I will revert to normality earlier than planned. No point ruining that kind of thing by being in a weird state of mind and smelling of ketosis.
Actually, the search results for "fasting" are horrible, barely worth looking it up, so much hype, especially around the
intermittent fasting trend. As I wrote earlier in the tread when I started this phase with an aim at
rolling 48s but it just wasn't enough and I was tortured by the scales not always returning a lower number. So now that I experimented with 4 days and nothing bad happened, only good I am open to experiment with longer. No point reading any of the many sources of click-bait and hype of fasting for the answers to what happens after five days, will just have to test a longer period and see. Apart from the fear of accidents mentioned above due to concentration lapses, I have feared a ravenous appetite which may compel me to undo my good work, but that thankfully hasn't happened after 4 days. Also, one meat based meal after that took extra long to digest.
I still think it's good for your health, body and mind, numerous benefits people have mentioned in the thread. If I ever feel it is harming me will definitely mention it in the thread, I fear somehow that after a certain number of days your organs might get harmed or you may start to suffer some serious mineral deficiency, but that number of days is probably a good margin above anything I am contemplating.