So many things. My wife and children and our life together comes to mind first, but so many other things. Vox Day recently posted about the phrase "bonum pulchrum verumque" which means "the good, the beautiful, and the true." It describes how Medieval Christians saw virtue, beauty, and truth as intimately connected to each other. I've thought a lot about that since, how I basically arrived at the same conclusion myself years ago when I became "red pilled" although I'd never heard it put exactly that way before.
Meanwhile out in Clownworld they insist that ugliness is beauty and evil is virtue. Still, I feel content and serene because I'm in touch with Truth and truth is good and beautiful. Anyone can do this, but for some reason few do and normies choose to live in a state where all opinions that might approach truth and all solutions that might actually improve things are forbidden. Come to think of it, I suppose that the overwhelming unhappiness and discontent in what's called the developed world or the West really boils down to a general misunderstanding of the nature of beauty.