There are several similar threads around already exploring these themes but I will risk creating one here "in my own words" and see where it goes.
"Risk" because I am really not the shining example of someone who got it right and could easily say things which may trigger someone. I am actually a bad candidate to start a thread such as this, but no-one else seems to have done so. More wholesome contributions are welcome.
When I was a teenager I had a concept of having a few short term relationships in my early twenties and marrying a certain type of woman from a certain kind of family by age 23 or 24, and living some version of happily ever after with children. Some kind of respectable life.
My noble intentions were subverted. I had too much baggage by my early 20s to find the courage to move to where I wanted to move to or to attract the kind of girl I really wanted. So I took what I could get at the time in places where I did not really want to be. My personal fairytale felt very remote. There was a huge push from some of these girls to domesticate me, move in with me and then the years went by, but not in the way that they should have.
I can't take all the blame but I do now do take responsibility, and for fixing it.There is a high measure of clown in male-female relations nowadays as discussed ad nauseam in other threads. I also had some particularly satanic baby boomers who did not relent with nudging me down the road to hell with their degenerate LSD fueled 1970s experimental nonsense.
I am not someone particularly unhappy these days but am faced with the challenge, with time running out, of not making any more terminal mistakes, no more coasting along in life as if one were immortal. I have spent that long living with women in my adult life (probably 15 years altogether) that I have been scared off it now and am just grateful to have my freedom back for a while and be a part-time father.
I wrote in that thread of that guy looking for relationship advice :
I don't join the kvetching in the other threads about modern women as I am blessed with some kind of sixth sense which saves me from most of the degenerates and feminists.
Still if I'd done it all right I wouldn't be posting here.
What did I do wrong - well one of my LTRs was way too controlling and in a region where I in my heart truly did not want to be.
The other was not controlling but she was a leftist and lightly brainwashed on the usual points, the refugees, the gays, the vax - I don't even like typing those filthy words but she was regrettably a mild believer in it all. I could say more but there was too much that was good about her to start nitpicking and I would not want to say much bad about her.
I must have learned my lesson and be doing something right as among the more recent girls there was a 'libertarian' and another who quietly admires an Austrian painter.
Am I the only one who received archaic life advice on who you should marry from a grandparent from the Greatest Generation?
Somewhere I read that one of the most important decisions you make in life is who you marry.
I don't want to create any further untidiness or suffering with my actions and consider it remotely possible that I may yet fulfill my teenage fairytale plan.
So, as a general discussion, not specifically about me - who should you marry?
"Risk" because I am really not the shining example of someone who got it right and could easily say things which may trigger someone. I am actually a bad candidate to start a thread such as this, but no-one else seems to have done so. More wholesome contributions are welcome.
When I was a teenager I had a concept of having a few short term relationships in my early twenties and marrying a certain type of woman from a certain kind of family by age 23 or 24, and living some version of happily ever after with children. Some kind of respectable life.
My noble intentions were subverted. I had too much baggage by my early 20s to find the courage to move to where I wanted to move to or to attract the kind of girl I really wanted. So I took what I could get at the time in places where I did not really want to be. My personal fairytale felt very remote. There was a huge push from some of these girls to domesticate me, move in with me and then the years went by, but not in the way that they should have.
I can't take all the blame but I do now do take responsibility, and for fixing it.There is a high measure of clown in male-female relations nowadays as discussed ad nauseam in other threads. I also had some particularly satanic baby boomers who did not relent with nudging me down the road to hell with their degenerate LSD fueled 1970s experimental nonsense.
I am not someone particularly unhappy these days but am faced with the challenge, with time running out, of not making any more terminal mistakes, no more coasting along in life as if one were immortal. I have spent that long living with women in my adult life (probably 15 years altogether) that I have been scared off it now and am just grateful to have my freedom back for a while and be a part-time father.
I wrote in that thread of that guy looking for relationship advice :
Well it looks like I have started that thread. One needs to save save oneself from oneself. Even at the moment I am trying to save myself from myself with a certain girl I know who I really like but with whom it would likely turn into a nightmare if it became more serious.I was going to start a thread called "who you should marry" to discuss this sort of thing in general. Just the main point being to not just follow emotions and lust, but to impose some level or pragmatic consideration on yourselves, a somewhat unemotional evaluation of how the future will play out, as was one of my grandparent's advice. Fail to plan is a plan to fail.
I don't join the kvetching in the other threads about modern women as I am blessed with some kind of sixth sense which saves me from most of the degenerates and feminists.
Still if I'd done it all right I wouldn't be posting here.
What did I do wrong - well one of my LTRs was way too controlling and in a region where I in my heart truly did not want to be.
The other was not controlling but she was a leftist and lightly brainwashed on the usual points, the refugees, the gays, the vax - I don't even like typing those filthy words but she was regrettably a mild believer in it all. I could say more but there was too much that was good about her to start nitpicking and I would not want to say much bad about her.
I must have learned my lesson and be doing something right as among the more recent girls there was a 'libertarian' and another who quietly admires an Austrian painter.
Am I the only one who received archaic life advice on who you should marry from a grandparent from the Greatest Generation?
Somewhere I read that one of the most important decisions you make in life is who you marry.
I don't want to create any further untidiness or suffering with my actions and consider it remotely possible that I may yet fulfill my teenage fairytale plan.
So, as a general discussion, not specifically about me - who should you marry?