I read the active threads sometimes (Latest Posts), but don't post much as there's not much activity in the Ladies Forum.
My personal update is that I've had a lot of struggles this year, but I suppose that's my cross to bear. I became Orthodox 2 years ago and feel I've been through a lot of attacks and struggles since then. I'm trying to update my thinking on struggle and suffering, to learn to bear it patiently and live with joy, anyway. But lately I'm in this tired haze. I'm hoping I'm just going through the process and it'll make more sense in time.